This Portion of my page is dedicated to this girl I know... No, not really is she someone special to me, no not really do I know her. She became very depressed because of a certain event, her nature changed. One might dare say...she bacame suicidal.
I tried to help her, I e-mailed her something, I don't know whether my letter was of any help or a source of menace, but she told me to back-off.... That was around two weeks ago...I haven't heard from her since. Today I found out that she had actually attempted suicide-she cut her wrists. Thank the God under which she lives, the attempted was a failure. She now rests in a hospital. The doctors said she was in good condition.
Dear_____(for I wish her to remain annonimous), I hope your recovery is a complete success, I wish that you will never have to try such an act again but most of all, I wish you happiness. Happiness in whatever or whoever you wish to persue. You off all people, I'm sure, will not even get to read this but be sure, as sure as the fact of a rising sun, as sure as the fact of the setting of that risen sun, there is someone who does care. Your death might be quick, your death might be painless, your death might rid you of your misery but it will pain others, those who love you, yes love you even if you don't think so, even if THEY don't really know. You will find that loving, caring, hand in a perhaps a mother or a father, but you sure will in your sister, despite the feelings you have for her.
You already know how I feel about such matters. Sure your act might have been bold and daring but I see you as a coward. You chose to end all your pain in one second instead of having to endure it for a lifetime. That is an act of cowardice, that is a show of a weak will. I can understand your actions more than you believe that is why I hope you gather the courage to look at life straight in the eye, never having to escape from it. Because beyond the icy peaks of the highest mountains lie fields of fertile fruit.
Rest well, be happy for there is only one life to live. You've had a tough day and a tough life...be warned, it does not end there.
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